I can see it through the glass walls of my office. There it lies, still blue, nonetheless. Every other day, I also track any visible changes to some of Bahrain’s biggest forthcoming projects: Bahrain Financial Harbour through the left wall, Bahrain Bay through the right.
Admiring eyes surround the Financial Harbour, anticipating businessmen, clients who envy us the privileged view. Once and again I looked at the massive structure by the shore, fixing my gaze I tried so hard to admire it. I never could.
What now looks like a lake to the side of the Harbour is full of nice boats, boats that remind me of nothing but of the Islands of Pearls. Bab Al-Bahrain is also there, now a door to an elapsed era.
Maybe I could have had some passion towards our new skyscrapers; maybe I could have seen them as national symbols, if only they did not despoil the sea, if only they did not exterminate precious fish species.
The view evokes vivid images in mind, created by verses of Al-Gosaibi’s poetry in “The Island of Pearls”. Fighting tears in my eyes I hear the concerned voice of a colleague: “Why do you look, if it bothers you so much?”.
I do not know. Maybe look because I care. I look because for years when I was away I dreamed of when the moment comes and I can once again see those very shores and inhale the sea breeze. I look because like a lover, passion drives me to visit, once again, the beloved.
We have the fake Lulu Islands (Pearl Islands), we have the fake Amwaj (Waves), we have the fake Durrah (Large Pearl), we will soon have the fake Asdaf (Seashells).But like many, I yearn for the real seashells, the real pearls, and the real waves.
I feel alien in my hometown. I feel away, in my own country.
غازي القصيبي – جزيرة اللؤلؤ
لا هــذه أرضـــي.. ولا
أهلـي لـدي.. ولا الحبـيـب
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أرضي هناك مع الشواطـئ..
والـمـزارع.. والـسـهـول
في موطن الأصداف.. والشمس
المضـيـئـة.. والنـخـيـل
أمي هنـاك.. أبـي.. رفاقـي
نـشـوة العـيـش الظلـيـل
حيـث الحيـاة تمـر صافيـة
مـعـطــرّة الــذيـــول
حـلـم شـهـي الـطـيـف
تقنـع منـه عينـي بالذهـول
أرضي هناك .. مع الشواطـئ
والـبـحــار الأربــعــة
والأفق.. والشفـق المخضّـب
حـيـن يـنـثـر أدمـعــه
فتـظـل ترمـقـه الـمـيـاه
كـأنـهـا تـبـكــي معــه
حـيـث المـسـاء يـطــل
في صمت ويخطر فـي دعـه
ويعانـق الآفــاق.. يمـنـح
كــل قـلــبٍ أذرعـــه
الضوء لاح.. فديـت ضـوءك
فـي السواحـل يـا منـامـه
فـوق الخليـج أراكِ زاهـيـة
الـمـلامـح ك ابتـسـامـة
المرفـأ الغـافـي وهمسـتـه
يـهـنــئ بـالـسـلامــة
ونــداء مئـذنـة مـضـوأة
تـرفــرف كالحـــمـامـة
يـا موطـنـي ذا زورقــي
أوفـى عليـك فخـذ زمامـه